The more I see you, the more you send chills down my spine. Can you please ..... for your own sake. Please! Gosh.

How fast time flies is really scaring me. I feel that I haven't been making good use of time so far. Can you imagine, I'm going to be a year 3 student in no time.. Then soon, I'll graduate. Honestly, I'm not prepared. Not prepared to face my future at all. What is it going to be like? Will I get the job I always dream of? I'm really afraid of the future. Much said, I'm don't wanna hit 21 so fast! Very NOT looking forward to. I yearn to be independent yet I'm afraid to be. Well, just afraid of failure, thats all. Ha, what a coward huh.

I was thinking about what I have to do for now and next few weeks. Scriptwriting, Prod Planning, Com Animation, Pop Culture, Cam & Lighting, Dance and going to Xen to clock my hours away by working. Why do I have so many things to finish suddenly?! I miss going home in the evening, miss mum's cooking, miss watching Tv progs, miss hanging out with my dear friends! Sigh.

I guess I underestimated myself.